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I won't be updating much this week! It will be work + study. The past few days had been studying too! (: And a little shopping.
ECP with class was nice nice nice! Cycled till my butt pain! And finally, I can cycle alrd! Not really scared of the brakes anymore. YAY! But still, since the last time I cycled was in Primary4 or lesser, I couldn't really control the bike. Luckily I didn't fall, but all nearly crashed. Hehe thanks to linwei, cos everyone cycled so fast!!! Only he cycled slowly and wait for me. Until after that when I could get the hang of cycling, I cycled with them. Heh It was fun, some ppl didn't go that day anw. Tsk tsk
I've insomia for the last week but after I start studying, everyday reach home can sleep alrd. That's how tiring I studied till!! Studying with Mm Mm is nice (:
Went to Pc show with Ruby ytd. Haha So long since I've last seen her! Miss her so much la. And we went to disturb yn at her booth. Hahaha
STUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDY
I'm addicted to the han shen. I've always wanted to be able to type chinese. More easily potray my feelings :D
Just came home from clar's house, watched Jumanji! Too bad bugis doesn't sell Coach Carter if not can watch. Didn't dare to watch Face so they changed to Jumanji. No choice, my area is super creepy at night. Signed the contract with the Kelly Service, doing ushering. Bought a G2000 formal shirt. I looked so smart! Hehhh
I think I've always had the good girl face, those who studies :D Which I am!!
Tmr will be a tiring day and I'm not sleeping yet.Have appointment with dentist, have math tuition, then science tuition. So out of touch with Science, hadn't been going and studying!!
GO SHOPPING. I haven't shop for months! and study too.
I think I might be seeing the doc cos of the bee sting, very itchy..
I want braces.
I'll try to go for the class outing on wed! No choice, have tuition + I don't know how to cycle or skate.
我宣布:我要减肥了!没办法,觉得自己又胖又重,没什么衣服能买的。
The part of my leg where the bee sting is still a bit swollen! And itchy too! D: Don't like it at all and mich ask me put antiseptic cream. But my house don't have! Lol And I'm lazy to go see a doc.
Tmr will be the last day of U16. Vs Teck Ghee. I want to watch U18's! Should be exciting! But sadly, same time. Hope that at least I get to play. Anw, I've been sitting on the bench for ages. It makes me want to give up. :/
- Mood:
discontent
Ehhh I think I'm not cut out to ball! All coaches don't like me! Esp NOW, (Home U). I always get aimed I don't know what for. Regarding selfish- you know I spent a lot of time to go home u that I didn't go for my tuition? There goes my grade, hard to catch up and pathetic for DSA. The main reason why I reason that I'm not suited for bball is- I always get to sit on the bench for ever. Hoping to play but forever thinking too much. I get hopeful everytime but get disappointed that next moment. And still everyone tries to tell me life still has to go on? I spend much time on basketball and I'm still a benchwarmer. I'm not fast? I'm not suited for running! Who doesn't want to be fast.
Ohnoooooo I'm complaining too much. But it feels better to say it out say it out! I can't stand the CoachC. Biastism! And fhell don't like me, and I don't like her back too! Don't like my attitude? I don't care, cos I don't like yours tooooooooo! I promised I won't talk back, and I didn't. I take it in and ended up hurt.. WHY AM I IN THIS SHIT!! :/
And on another thing, I love my friends, I do. Yeah, I know I have lots of ppl to talk to when I'm feeling troubled. But the thing is, who will think of me as a person to talk to when they are in shit. Well, ask yourself. You won't right?
Who actually realise I'm not around, how I try so much to be part of them, I'm neglected, I'm pathetic, I'm hurt.
(I agree with my mum finally on one thing. Why waste time and so hardworking when you don't get to play?)
I want to learn hot yoga. (Don't laugh please!) Don't you think it's so cool you can twist your legs and body around? Hehh Plus get jianfei! No no KEEP FIT uh.
&I want to learn to skate too! And cycle! (Must learn to BRAKE) :D Healthy lifestyle eh
Life is suprising. A human's mind and feelings are profound.
Why can I be happy one moment, sad the next and MIXED FEELINGS at the another moment.
- Mood:
crushed - Music:Yesterday Once More- The Carpenters
I got rejected by Tj cos my results are too high. Hah Well, I prefer going on to Vj either through sports appeal or results. Cos 1 place for Vj DSA girls is like : How am I supposed to get it! Haha &I know Kaixi, Botin and Vanessa's going. All of them are like so, so much better than me. I don't stand any chance. + any other school ppl. D: Blame it on myself of lousy skills. Heh
Koizora is awesome. I'm a bit lag, everyone watched already than I watch. Haha Superb! :D
- Mood:
sad